hitch hiking

i just want to run away.

run away from all this madness.


do i like it? i dont think so.
do i want more of this craziness? no thanks.
I barely have time to eat. let alone excerise, read, play, talk, grab coffee and socialize. why?

i want to be done with school. i think i am getting senioritist alittle too early. i am just so OVER this call thing. i have already spent four years in college (yahhoo akron.) and i am like blah. are we there yet? but what and where is "there"?

maybe its because i think i know what i want to do. or have a clue. and its getting me excited and ready to be done. maybe its because i start to think of how much money i am in debt. maybe its because i think about all this stuff that i am "learning" but will never once use in my job.

eh. blah.

other than that i am having a wonderful day.
and it seems to me that i have fallen head over heels for this boy, again. its so weird. like i have a big crush on him. but he is already my boyfriend! haha oh well

ciao